The Real Johann Bessler's Wheel!
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The Art of Demon Poetry.
Nice!
Now no kid ever wants to have anything to do with Halloween after getting anywhere near your home this year!
Let's try to underscore it with Tchaikovsky to make it more confusing:
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Nice!
Now no kid ever wants to have anything to do with Halloween after getting anywhere near your home this year!
Let's try to underscore it with Tchaikovsky to make it more confusing:
http://www.youtubemultiplier.com/5db63d ... -found.php
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Oh, Ty ME :))
once i will finish this as well i'll try to do a proper recording and sweet sound enhancing :) Unfortunately my voice is not that great for "radio" but i think i can work with it. Anyway i'll place this in the background, there will be some dead time working on main project and i'll use it to tell the rest of the story.
Sorry for all the swearing but the characters involved go from one extreme to another to create opposition or fuel the fire of agony more. Really nasty beings.
once i will finish this as well i'll try to do a proper recording and sweet sound enhancing :) Unfortunately my voice is not that great for "radio" but i think i can work with it. Anyway i'll place this in the background, there will be some dead time working on main project and i'll use it to tell the rest of the story.
Sorry for all the swearing but the characters involved go from one extreme to another to create opposition or fuel the fire of agony more. Really nasty beings.
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"multiple eyewitnesses got it wrong"
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Ty Ovyyus, my spelling and grammar sucks even after so many years, should have payed more attention in school. I feel more disappointed of forgetting the grammar of my own language, a romance language, way way more complex than English grammar, more flexible and way more precise , even if my language doesn't have as many words i still find it superior due to it's strong Latin foundations. At least the modern version of Romanian.
I'm glad you guys enjoy it, i really am, hopefully i will manage to complete both tasks at close distance from one another. The wheel will still take some time to build, i'm printing now some parts to test if what i'm doing now can work and how i can improve, i will show you pictures later this evening hopefully. Not much to print but it takes time.
Not sure how detailed this story should go, there is a lot to tell so everything is in the right context, i didn't even scratched the surface yet, we will see and you will be surprised at how deep this rabbit hole will go.
I'm glad you guys enjoy it, i really am, hopefully i will manage to complete both tasks at close distance from one another. The wheel will still take some time to build, i'm printing now some parts to test if what i'm doing now can work and how i can improve, i will show you pictures later this evening hopefully. Not much to print but it takes time.
Not sure how detailed this story should go, there is a lot to tell so everything is in the right context, i didn't even scratched the surface yet, we will see and you will be surprised at how deep this rabbit hole will go.
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VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Ij9x0k4uq90
k, so made a video of most parts that i have and an early test assembly. It looks promising so far, the gears work better then the belt for the module, since i can't do a proper belt joining so fari'll go with this and hopefully the 2 large belts will be joined somehow.
The effect that i am looking for is there, if the 2 weights are properly synced to themselves and earth they move very easily, it's way easier to move both of them like this then 1 by itself. I guess it's a win. All i got left to do is finish the entire assembly, it will take a bit longer but not that much.
The planets moved on from the aliments they were a few weeks back and i'm much better for now, still have the same issue but i had a really hard and long training, i'll manage, i will. I was given a month when all these things will be solved, but not sure if was my imagination or my intuition, it's hard to distinguish between them sometimes. I usually get very precise intel when i get it, even down to seconds if i require, but this time i don't know...even so, there is almost an year of waiting :))
Anyways, since i can focus on the task at hand i will continue to do so, hopefully i will be able to do a few more things tonight, and until tomorrow, have a nice day.
k, so made a video of most parts that i have and an early test assembly. It looks promising so far, the gears work better then the belt for the module, since i can't do a proper belt joining so fari'll go with this and hopefully the 2 large belts will be joined somehow.
The effect that i am looking for is there, if the 2 weights are properly synced to themselves and earth they move very easily, it's way easier to move both of them like this then 1 by itself. I guess it's a win. All i got left to do is finish the entire assembly, it will take a bit longer but not that much.
The planets moved on from the aliments they were a few weeks back and i'm much better for now, still have the same issue but i had a really hard and long training, i'll manage, i will. I was given a month when all these things will be solved, but not sure if was my imagination or my intuition, it's hard to distinguish between them sometimes. I usually get very precise intel when i get it, even down to seconds if i require, but this time i don't know...even so, there is almost an year of waiting :))
Anyways, since i can focus on the task at hand i will continue to do so, hopefully i will be able to do a few more things tonight, and until tomorrow, have a nice day.
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As a side note and lets just pause the poet for a bit.
Shit, been a long time since i actually talked to someone, never told anyone the entire story, partially because i had no idea myself of what was going on, partially because people tend to laugh at these things. But i was once very confused by this matter, by the philosophical debate on the existence of God. Everyone had opinions, all sorts of answers, find out about other religions, started to investigate a bit, understood one thing, there is no answer...
no matter how i try to rap my head around it, i can't, it's pointless, won't serve to anything, endless centuries of arguments, religions and philosophies, all claiming all sorts of stuff...i didin't believe they will lead me anywhere, no matter how far i'd go...
so i jumped, a leap of faith, one night, sitting in the balcony i took a chance, black sky, cloudy, 5 stars, 1 actually Jupiter most likely, put down my cigaretts and left the thoughts, opened up my heart and asked!
Show me, please, there is no other way to know if you are real or not, if you are then you trully must be God. Show me what? show me what? how will i know?
And in my mid teen years my only idea was:
show me a star like in the movies, show me a falling star cause i never got to really see one before, perhaps once but i'm not sure...is that ok, i don'k know, should i ask this?
Gentle thought crossed my mind to open up my eyes, and there it was, what i've asked, a falling star.
What are the chances, how should i know i'm not a mathematician, what do i do, do i dismiss it? what are the chances really, don't even know if i ever seen one before, you do not understand where i grew up. Under the most beautiful sky i've ever seen, you could see the river going deep into the core of our galaxy. Not even in Sahara i've seen the sky i've seen on the shore of Ialomita. Today they use cgi to make the sky look like that, but back then, there were no lights for tens of miles, except a few from the neighboring houses, the cheap ones, crappy, mostly dim and far apart, but they were no match for the sky above.
And in all my 5-6 summers i've spent there, i've never got to see a falling star. maybe once, but i'm not sure anymore...even so, i would have remembered.
So now what...out of nowhere all these things happen in my mind and what am i suppose to believe, a coincidence?I think it's obvious what road i chose by now. I was hooked, completely, so what do i do next, cause that's all i had...a leap of faith from me, a leap of faith from God...that's all with the exception of all the things i've heard before from all sorts of people, other people opinions and that's it. So what do i do, how can i find out more, i check outside, i check inside and so on...i keep doing it for a while, not sure what it did, but i definitely started to ask more questions. Asking more people, reading books, internet just had a big break in Romania, anyway... I started to seek in all sorts of what was once occult but now it's not, even before that i was kind of fascinated by the idea of magic, but i was young, how should i know after all what's real and what's not.
So i decided that as long as i won't put anyone in danger or myself i will try all sorts of things and one evening i was talking to someone, no idea who, but we were talking and she told me that i should train to move the wind by watching the tree tops and project an image that i see into my mind, or movie, where they move. Well she told me other stuff as well, but i liked this one so...i did it, a few times a day for a few weeks or so and then i started to check, inside, outside...funny coincidence...now the problem was that how can i distinguish from a random breeze of air and what i'm doing, how do i know if it's me or not...so...i didn't stop, i got better, down to seconds in moderate conditions, windy outside, could pause it for a few moments every few moments. Stormy outside? could use the wind to bend trees, don't recommend this one, causing unnecessary damage won't serve you good.
No idea how, or why, but at one point it became obvious, i was able to influence the weather pattern, not by much, i was no storm from x men, but it was to consistent to ignore it. After a while started to put my hands around flowers to get the same effect but only on a small area. I never managed to do the same in a closed space. Because of that i'm wondering, if i'm doing it or it's just a playful response or something else completely. What i do know is that it was related to my thoughts and requests.
After that i moved my eyes further, and since i was surrounded mostly by apartment buildings by now, i moved my eyes on the sky and i wondered, can i play with clouds? apparently i could, after a while it became to obvious and then it became ridiculously obvious. Imagine if i was so curious before, how i was after these experiences.
Now, i'm a bit confused on the exact order of the events, cause i was rebellious and stupid and instead of doing smart choices i was doing bad ones. What i know is that's how it started, with me asking the most sincere question i ever asked in my life, cause i was so desperate to find out the truth.
Why did He showed me this if He did it? I don't know, maybe he likes me, maybe he needs me, maybe both, maybe none, but what impressed me the most is that He cared enough to do so. Since i know myself pretty well, i can say i do need carrying but not sure if i deserve it.
So since i started to pay so much attention to what is going on in and outside me, i started to notice all sorts of things, mostly normal but not that obvious, and others...i got many questions answered about what i can do, or what i'm allowed to do, not sure, i'm sorry, i know it's confusing but you have no idea how it is for me.
Before all these events, even if i had no big purpose, i had direction...now i was missing both, completely, had a few big questions answered but that was all. Life for me would have been much easier if nothing happened that night, i'm sure of that, i would have stopped even before the tracks started into these very confusing mysteries.
i'll continue with another occasion.
Shit, been a long time since i actually talked to someone, never told anyone the entire story, partially because i had no idea myself of what was going on, partially because people tend to laugh at these things. But i was once very confused by this matter, by the philosophical debate on the existence of God. Everyone had opinions, all sorts of answers, find out about other religions, started to investigate a bit, understood one thing, there is no answer...
no matter how i try to rap my head around it, i can't, it's pointless, won't serve to anything, endless centuries of arguments, religions and philosophies, all claiming all sorts of stuff...i didin't believe they will lead me anywhere, no matter how far i'd go...
so i jumped, a leap of faith, one night, sitting in the balcony i took a chance, black sky, cloudy, 5 stars, 1 actually Jupiter most likely, put down my cigaretts and left the thoughts, opened up my heart and asked!
Show me, please, there is no other way to know if you are real or not, if you are then you trully must be God. Show me what? show me what? how will i know?
And in my mid teen years my only idea was:
show me a star like in the movies, show me a falling star cause i never got to really see one before, perhaps once but i'm not sure...is that ok, i don'k know, should i ask this?
Gentle thought crossed my mind to open up my eyes, and there it was, what i've asked, a falling star.
What are the chances, how should i know i'm not a mathematician, what do i do, do i dismiss it? what are the chances really, don't even know if i ever seen one before, you do not understand where i grew up. Under the most beautiful sky i've ever seen, you could see the river going deep into the core of our galaxy. Not even in Sahara i've seen the sky i've seen on the shore of Ialomita. Today they use cgi to make the sky look like that, but back then, there were no lights for tens of miles, except a few from the neighboring houses, the cheap ones, crappy, mostly dim and far apart, but they were no match for the sky above.
And in all my 5-6 summers i've spent there, i've never got to see a falling star. maybe once, but i'm not sure anymore...even so, i would have remembered.
So now what...out of nowhere all these things happen in my mind and what am i suppose to believe, a coincidence?I think it's obvious what road i chose by now. I was hooked, completely, so what do i do next, cause that's all i had...a leap of faith from me, a leap of faith from God...that's all with the exception of all the things i've heard before from all sorts of people, other people opinions and that's it. So what do i do, how can i find out more, i check outside, i check inside and so on...i keep doing it for a while, not sure what it did, but i definitely started to ask more questions. Asking more people, reading books, internet just had a big break in Romania, anyway... I started to seek in all sorts of what was once occult but now it's not, even before that i was kind of fascinated by the idea of magic, but i was young, how should i know after all what's real and what's not.
So i decided that as long as i won't put anyone in danger or myself i will try all sorts of things and one evening i was talking to someone, no idea who, but we were talking and she told me that i should train to move the wind by watching the tree tops and project an image that i see into my mind, or movie, where they move. Well she told me other stuff as well, but i liked this one so...i did it, a few times a day for a few weeks or so and then i started to check, inside, outside...funny coincidence...now the problem was that how can i distinguish from a random breeze of air and what i'm doing, how do i know if it's me or not...so...i didn't stop, i got better, down to seconds in moderate conditions, windy outside, could pause it for a few moments every few moments. Stormy outside? could use the wind to bend trees, don't recommend this one, causing unnecessary damage won't serve you good.
No idea how, or why, but at one point it became obvious, i was able to influence the weather pattern, not by much, i was no storm from x men, but it was to consistent to ignore it. After a while started to put my hands around flowers to get the same effect but only on a small area. I never managed to do the same in a closed space. Because of that i'm wondering, if i'm doing it or it's just a playful response or something else completely. What i do know is that it was related to my thoughts and requests.
After that i moved my eyes further, and since i was surrounded mostly by apartment buildings by now, i moved my eyes on the sky and i wondered, can i play with clouds? apparently i could, after a while it became to obvious and then it became ridiculously obvious. Imagine if i was so curious before, how i was after these experiences.
Now, i'm a bit confused on the exact order of the events, cause i was rebellious and stupid and instead of doing smart choices i was doing bad ones. What i know is that's how it started, with me asking the most sincere question i ever asked in my life, cause i was so desperate to find out the truth.
Why did He showed me this if He did it? I don't know, maybe he likes me, maybe he needs me, maybe both, maybe none, but what impressed me the most is that He cared enough to do so. Since i know myself pretty well, i can say i do need carrying but not sure if i deserve it.
So since i started to pay so much attention to what is going on in and outside me, i started to notice all sorts of things, mostly normal but not that obvious, and others...i got many questions answered about what i can do, or what i'm allowed to do, not sure, i'm sorry, i know it's confusing but you have no idea how it is for me.
Before all these events, even if i had no big purpose, i had direction...now i was missing both, completely, had a few big questions answered but that was all. Life for me would have been much easier if nothing happened that night, i'm sure of that, i would have stopped even before the tracks started into these very confusing mysteries.
i'll continue with another occasion.
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I was like the fool in the tarot deck, embarked on a journey i had no idea where it will lead me, and from the cliff i jumped with my star above and my dog following me in an act of faith and i've turned into the magician, actually more like the apprentice without a master, i forged the world to be my master and got lost into this wheel that goes and goes, making beings happy while crushing skulls.
This snake that eats it's tail speaks so much truth about this world, always eating it self in order to renew. Funny how i as a human perceive this to be so sadistic and cruel but so true, and there is nothing that i can do to stop it cause that would mean we all perish, we like it or not makes no difference, to stop the snake to eat itself is nothing short of destroying this world we live in. Who am i to make such a decision?
I was looking for some ways outs, for myself, found a few, there is no secret shortcut, cause roads like these are not measured in distance nor in time. These roads have been walked and walked over millennia by many people and are well known in most traditions of the world at large. Also be careful, there is a lot of deceit out there.
This world is not all there is as i found out, but at the same time i truly understood that we don't stop, we don't die. I found this to be more disturbing then that snake that eats it's tail. I guess we actually mastered teleportation but it's a 1 way street into this and out of this world. On top of that is seems we got not much control over it either.
Had many questions about this process, but how could i find out, well i was lucky in a way cause i found someone that was something, i don't know what, he was also into the mysteries let's say that, i'm in my 16th year i think and my girlfriend's private study teacher dives into the occult, finds this guy and she gets an initiation. She convinces her to do the same.
Now this girl had some profound insights into this world but she was quite an atheist, in all the time we spent together, at least the one that i remember i never seen her so shocked. Not sure what that man did but since she was an old soul as well, it shook her to the core. One of the things that i do remember was a past life regression, apparently we were married, apparently i married her because she had status, we lived in Germany, not sure what period, and i was doing some woodworking.
Now that caught my attention and i realized that there are ways to investigate such things, questions about death and what it really is. So i started to study this reincarnation process, what other people figured out, what are the tools to do so, the process, all i could find out. This study took a while and the more i was finding out more questions i had.
At one point it was easier to find these things, but there were quite a number of children interviewed on the internet that had perfect recollection of their past existence. The one that i remember the most was a child from middle east, he knew everything, he was a soldier and he got killed and was instantly put in another womb. No idea why so fast, maybe i do have a few, but i can tell you that these things take time usually and in situations like these takes even longer.
The funny thing is that he was reborned in the same city, and after a few years he managed to convince his new parents to go visit his old ones. Imagine who would take you seriously as a 3-4 year old when you talk about this. He was so persistent that they gave up at one point, and went to visit what for them were complete strangers and they knew they will appear nuts with such a story but the kid was to annoying and they wanted to shut him up without having to kill him.
Well, everyone freaked out cause he knew everything, everything that the dead soldier would know, he knew...full recollection, born with it, perfect clarity, but an awfully strange situation, really weird, cause now they all knew who he was, there was no more doubt in any of them, that the child was who he said he is, a few years back he was a full grown man and now just a child. In a way that's messed up, you can imagine how complicated this situation was for all parties involved, he loved his mothers, but you can imagine who loved more, it's one thing to spend a few years with someone and spend 20 something years with someone else and everything ends abruptly like that...
Anyway, at one point lets say i was convinced of this aspect about the true nature of our existence, so now what do i do with this bit of truth. I had no idea but it always lives into my mind. Why i don't remember anything, why you don't remember anything...
There was another child, well actually he was a teen, but there were recordings with him as a child remembering things from his previous incarnation. He didn't had that much clarity but there were lots of instincts that remained with him. His soul was so dominant that he even transformed the body he inhabited close to the looks of his previous body. He knew enough to be able to trace his previous life and understand a few things and relief the pressure of his new parents that he was not crazy or anything like that.
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This snake that eats it's tail speaks so much truth about this world, always eating it self in order to renew. Funny how i as a human perceive this to be so sadistic and cruel but so true, and there is nothing that i can do to stop it cause that would mean we all perish, we like it or not makes no difference, to stop the snake to eat itself is nothing short of destroying this world we live in. Who am i to make such a decision?
I was looking for some ways outs, for myself, found a few, there is no secret shortcut, cause roads like these are not measured in distance nor in time. These roads have been walked and walked over millennia by many people and are well known in most traditions of the world at large. Also be careful, there is a lot of deceit out there.
This world is not all there is as i found out, but at the same time i truly understood that we don't stop, we don't die. I found this to be more disturbing then that snake that eats it's tail. I guess we actually mastered teleportation but it's a 1 way street into this and out of this world. On top of that is seems we got not much control over it either.
Had many questions about this process, but how could i find out, well i was lucky in a way cause i found someone that was something, i don't know what, he was also into the mysteries let's say that, i'm in my 16th year i think and my girlfriend's private study teacher dives into the occult, finds this guy and she gets an initiation. She convinces her to do the same.
Now this girl had some profound insights into this world but she was quite an atheist, in all the time we spent together, at least the one that i remember i never seen her so shocked. Not sure what that man did but since she was an old soul as well, it shook her to the core. One of the things that i do remember was a past life regression, apparently we were married, apparently i married her because she had status, we lived in Germany, not sure what period, and i was doing some woodworking.
Now that caught my attention and i realized that there are ways to investigate such things, questions about death and what it really is. So i started to study this reincarnation process, what other people figured out, what are the tools to do so, the process, all i could find out. This study took a while and the more i was finding out more questions i had.
At one point it was easier to find these things, but there were quite a number of children interviewed on the internet that had perfect recollection of their past existence. The one that i remember the most was a child from middle east, he knew everything, he was a soldier and he got killed and was instantly put in another womb. No idea why so fast, maybe i do have a few, but i can tell you that these things take time usually and in situations like these takes even longer.
The funny thing is that he was reborned in the same city, and after a few years he managed to convince his new parents to go visit his old ones. Imagine who would take you seriously as a 3-4 year old when you talk about this. He was so persistent that they gave up at one point, and went to visit what for them were complete strangers and they knew they will appear nuts with such a story but the kid was to annoying and they wanted to shut him up without having to kill him.
Well, everyone freaked out cause he knew everything, everything that the dead soldier would know, he knew...full recollection, born with it, perfect clarity, but an awfully strange situation, really weird, cause now they all knew who he was, there was no more doubt in any of them, that the child was who he said he is, a few years back he was a full grown man and now just a child. In a way that's messed up, you can imagine how complicated this situation was for all parties involved, he loved his mothers, but you can imagine who loved more, it's one thing to spend a few years with someone and spend 20 something years with someone else and everything ends abruptly like that...
Anyway, at one point lets say i was convinced of this aspect about the true nature of our existence, so now what do i do with this bit of truth. I had no idea but it always lives into my mind. Why i don't remember anything, why you don't remember anything...
There was another child, well actually he was a teen, but there were recordings with him as a child remembering things from his previous incarnation. He didn't had that much clarity but there were lots of instincts that remained with him. His soul was so dominant that he even transformed the body he inhabited close to the looks of his previous body. He knew enough to be able to trace his previous life and understand a few things and relief the pressure of his new parents that he was not crazy or anything like that.
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This man tried to do the same to me, he couldn't, i couldn't, i don't know why, but i've learned a few things from him to be fair about it. I know he was not a crock for sure because he managed to heal with his hands a few tumors that my mother's, girl friend/ex wife?, so strange and confusing...
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...he did it in a few minutes, live, in front of both of them, those nodules, tumors, call them whatever...were gone. No idea how he did it, i do know he was charging, not much actually and i'm not even considering the alternatives. Got pretty freaked out as well about this to. More questions, even more.
Why are these things possible, what is this world we're living, why don't they teach these things in school, why are no doctors doing this, what the fuck is going on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????
My God, how deep i went into this hole, it's incredible, absolutely incredible what is going on. The lizards took over almost everything, want to be clear about something so there is no confusion later, it's a metaphor, or not, who knows...but evil in this world made his number in a way that almost everything is perverted to a state closer to the grave then anything else.
I took some leaps to get here, but here i am, still need to figure it out, am i stupid or not, am i wrong or right, cause insane there is no doubt i am.
Not sure how much of an idiot i am or not yet, but i do know how i got here, i put my faith in God that there must be something that i can do, to at least take a deep cut into this Babylonian hydra that spreads everywhere like cancer. I must be such an idiot to believe that i can actually do anything about it, am i? We will find out.
Back then i had no idea about the things that i will discover, not sure why i cared about these things more then other stuff, the other teens cared about, but i did, so strange, using that expression "lets be realistic", yeah, lets be, I'm 1 individual that basically seeks Excalibur to defeat the evil empire.
So i ran all sorts of plots in my mind and realized that rambo won't cut it, no matter how many people i would kill, things won't get much better. I ran with Mr. Robot for a while, back then when there was none, won't cut it either. All sorts of scenarios, one sillier then other, cause it took a long long time to understand what i could do in order to achieve what America should have been, the promise land where man can find freedom and is not a subject but a being.
Else none of us will ever achieve to get a happy life here, from beginning to the end. Now, considering how the world is right now, for many is a blessing if they get an hour of happiness. There are some hell holes at large on this planet. Getting wider and wider swallowing so many people.
Helped to "Heal" a few headaches myself as well, for other people, never could do one on me, i'm not sure if i could have done one for anyone when i had one myself. If that man could do it, why not me, had to try. It's interesting but was not enough, no matter how many people i would heal more would get sick, it was not what i was looking for. I knew there was more, something lurking beyond the reach of my perceptions, like a lioness from the bushes ready to take pray.
YEAH that's what i need, a magic wand, fluff fluff fixed!
If only things would be so easy. I kept looking, trying more stuff, trying to figure out where the borders between idiots and reality blend and separate, trying to figure out what is true and what things really are and how do they work, all sorts of things, not mystical exclusively. Not sure why i was since then so fixated that i could do anything about it, about our current condition as a species.
Now let's be clear, i'm not the only one, there are so many of us so desperately trying to bring the truth into this world, is amazing what we achieved, but not enough yet. Until will be able to set man free in both spirit and matter we won't be able to achieve our goals. And we got quite an opposition, it's not religions, it's not governments, it's not secret societies, the enemies are named ignorance and indifference they don't live in buildings but in human beings. There are more vicious enemies as well, but not even close as in the same continent when in comes to numbers. even so somehow they are clever and managed to take control of the heard and stir it where they please.
Will we be successful? we'll see!
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...he did it in a few minutes, live, in front of both of them, those nodules, tumors, call them whatever...were gone. No idea how he did it, i do know he was charging, not much actually and i'm not even considering the alternatives. Got pretty freaked out as well about this to. More questions, even more.
Why are these things possible, what is this world we're living, why don't they teach these things in school, why are no doctors doing this, what the fuck is going on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????
My God, how deep i went into this hole, it's incredible, absolutely incredible what is going on. The lizards took over almost everything, want to be clear about something so there is no confusion later, it's a metaphor, or not, who knows...but evil in this world made his number in a way that almost everything is perverted to a state closer to the grave then anything else.
I took some leaps to get here, but here i am, still need to figure it out, am i stupid or not, am i wrong or right, cause insane there is no doubt i am.
Not sure how much of an idiot i am or not yet, but i do know how i got here, i put my faith in God that there must be something that i can do, to at least take a deep cut into this Babylonian hydra that spreads everywhere like cancer. I must be such an idiot to believe that i can actually do anything about it, am i? We will find out.
Back then i had no idea about the things that i will discover, not sure why i cared about these things more then other stuff, the other teens cared about, but i did, so strange, using that expression "lets be realistic", yeah, lets be, I'm 1 individual that basically seeks Excalibur to defeat the evil empire.
So i ran all sorts of plots in my mind and realized that rambo won't cut it, no matter how many people i would kill, things won't get much better. I ran with Mr. Robot for a while, back then when there was none, won't cut it either. All sorts of scenarios, one sillier then other, cause it took a long long time to understand what i could do in order to achieve what America should have been, the promise land where man can find freedom and is not a subject but a being.
Else none of us will ever achieve to get a happy life here, from beginning to the end. Now, considering how the world is right now, for many is a blessing if they get an hour of happiness. There are some hell holes at large on this planet. Getting wider and wider swallowing so many people.
Helped to "Heal" a few headaches myself as well, for other people, never could do one on me, i'm not sure if i could have done one for anyone when i had one myself. If that man could do it, why not me, had to try. It's interesting but was not enough, no matter how many people i would heal more would get sick, it was not what i was looking for. I knew there was more, something lurking beyond the reach of my perceptions, like a lioness from the bushes ready to take pray.
YEAH that's what i need, a magic wand, fluff fluff fixed!
If only things would be so easy. I kept looking, trying more stuff, trying to figure out where the borders between idiots and reality blend and separate, trying to figure out what is true and what things really are and how do they work, all sorts of things, not mystical exclusively. Not sure why i was since then so fixated that i could do anything about it, about our current condition as a species.
Now let's be clear, i'm not the only one, there are so many of us so desperately trying to bring the truth into this world, is amazing what we achieved, but not enough yet. Until will be able to set man free in both spirit and matter we won't be able to achieve our goals. And we got quite an opposition, it's not religions, it's not governments, it's not secret societies, the enemies are named ignorance and indifference they don't live in buildings but in human beings. There are more vicious enemies as well, but not even close as in the same continent when in comes to numbers. even so somehow they are clever and managed to take control of the heard and stir it where they please.
Will we be successful? we'll see!
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2 years have passed since someone that once i called a dear friend died. It's funny how we had very similar ambitions, if not the same, never told her about, not sure if i ever told anyone ever about them really except to my brother a few days ago.
She would have been the first to think i'm crazy, well, she always did actually to be fair, not sure why i never revealed these things to her but she was the "i know it all" type, so i just let her to boil in her own juice i guess. It will be funny if i'm successful in my plans when she will realize what was actually inside of me and not the skin i showed her. But the recycler got her, i don't know if she will ever remember now before the end of days.
Got to live 32, exactly 32, and plenty she did, curious trajectory of her soul, i wonder where she is now, if she's already back, i don't know why i think it's France, i do remember now. I had this dream, before i met her for the last time, i didn't know it will be her cause my dreams are metaphors to, to keep some joy into actually living. Funny thing, she told me she had a dream to, there were a few years that passed and we haven't seen each other. Told me that my face appeared in front of her in a dream state a few days before we reestablish contact.
Told her i will find her via youtube in the dream, and i was sliding on something similar to water sliders, I think i called her, she was very pissed that i refused to go to a birthday party of one of our friends, i explained her why, she didn't like it but i really didn't care.
I'm glad i was able to use my practices to help along her transition into the other realm after such an abrupt death. My ancient ancestors had the right idea about funerals, they made parties. It's already hard for the being that passed away, to get to see so clear now what actually is in others hearts, to much grief is not that good for the one that passed away nor for the ones left behind either.
She was not a believer in reincarnation, i actually talked with her about it that day, funny subject to debate huh? If she'll ever remember she's the only one that knows how i will know if it's her. I think she will return to this country in her future/present existence as she had some unfinished business, dreams and ambitions that were to local for her to be able to accomplish them anywhere else.
RIP & CBF
She would have been the first to think i'm crazy, well, she always did actually to be fair, not sure why i never revealed these things to her but she was the "i know it all" type, so i just let her to boil in her own juice i guess. It will be funny if i'm successful in my plans when she will realize what was actually inside of me and not the skin i showed her. But the recycler got her, i don't know if she will ever remember now before the end of days.
Got to live 32, exactly 32, and plenty she did, curious trajectory of her soul, i wonder where she is now, if she's already back, i don't know why i think it's France, i do remember now. I had this dream, before i met her for the last time, i didn't know it will be her cause my dreams are metaphors to, to keep some joy into actually living. Funny thing, she told me she had a dream to, there were a few years that passed and we haven't seen each other. Told me that my face appeared in front of her in a dream state a few days before we reestablish contact.
Told her i will find her via youtube in the dream, and i was sliding on something similar to water sliders, I think i called her, she was very pissed that i refused to go to a birthday party of one of our friends, i explained her why, she didn't like it but i really didn't care.
I'm glad i was able to use my practices to help along her transition into the other realm after such an abrupt death. My ancient ancestors had the right idea about funerals, they made parties. It's already hard for the being that passed away, to get to see so clear now what actually is in others hearts, to much grief is not that good for the one that passed away nor for the ones left behind either.
She was not a believer in reincarnation, i actually talked with her about it that day, funny subject to debate huh? If she'll ever remember she's the only one that knows how i will know if it's her. I think she will return to this country in her future/present existence as she had some unfinished business, dreams and ambitions that were to local for her to be able to accomplish them anywhere else.
RIP & CBF
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and back to
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I am in doubt, by now that's all there is, i'm not even scared or fearful, all i do is look at her smile and hold her gentle, enjoying wisps of air, and the watchful eye of praying birds, waiting silent in the trees, for a lofty dinner or a quick meal. Still want to kiss her but a gentle though came into my mind, be patient it's not yet time.
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Warning Warning! Collision imminent!
Lion pack meets lonely wolf in forest, Alpha lion says, easy meal, the wolf replayed, see you in winter, bark bark kitty kat, bark bark. What does the Fox says when she meets the rabbit? Figure it out short tail! Why does the shark swim? cause it has swim fins and not legs! Why do worms worm things? They love apple! Oh wait i got a new one, no i don't, aaahhh i'll shut down!
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I am in doubt, by now that's all there is, i'm not even scared or fearful, all i do is look at her smile and hold her gentle, enjoying wisps of air, and the watchful eye of praying birds, waiting silent in the trees, for a lofty dinner or a quick meal. Still want to kiss her but a gentle though came into my mind, be patient it's not yet time.
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Warning Warning! Collision imminent!
Lion pack meets lonely wolf in forest, Alpha lion says, easy meal, the wolf replayed, see you in winter, bark bark kitty kat, bark bark. What does the Fox says when she meets the rabbit? Figure it out short tail! Why does the shark swim? cause it has swim fins and not legs! Why do worms worm things? They love apple! Oh wait i got a new one, no i don't, aaahhh i'll shut down!
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I can't, i'm mind, what else to do, my favorite thing in the whole universe is to torture you, why you ask, ask away,pretty please ask, i don't care, i'll double it and keep playing, what's to gain and what's to loose, this prison has no doors no guards no big fence to keep you in or out, it's only me and you and all the nothing in the entire world to keep us warm, more like cold, only memories, no hope, a fools quest joke.
Why do birds shit from trees? Cause their big assholes! Why their turds look like bees? cause you got one on your glasses! Why so vile? it's not me but you senile.
10 indians enter a bar, it's ok, their natives. They ask the bartender if they serve beer. The bartender says, no, we're vegan. What about wine another asks and the bartender replays, of course but only with red meat! What? nah forget about, i can do better!
If only i'd remember the name of the tech support guy, oh yes, SanJay.
10 paper clips on a piece of paper, the paper doesn't complain unlike you!
Why don't snails have legs? so they won't slip in slime! Why they don't have spines? cause their dicks, that's why! Why do they carry their homes? those are not homes, those are balls, stone balls.
Though to crack a smile? Call Edward!
Why do trees have leafs? To be annoying in the fall! Why do their leafs fall? so they won't become Christmas Trees!
Why do birds shit from trees? Cause their big assholes! Why their turds look like bees? cause you got one on your glasses! Why so vile? it's not me but you senile.
10 indians enter a bar, it's ok, their natives. They ask the bartender if they serve beer. The bartender says, no, we're vegan. What about wine another asks and the bartender replays, of course but only with red meat! What? nah forget about, i can do better!
If only i'd remember the name of the tech support guy, oh yes, SanJay.
10 paper clips on a piece of paper, the paper doesn't complain unlike you!
Why don't snails have legs? so they won't slip in slime! Why they don't have spines? cause their dicks, that's why! Why do they carry their homes? those are not homes, those are balls, stone balls.
Though to crack a smile? Call Edward!
Why do trees have leafs? To be annoying in the fall! Why do their leafs fall? so they won't become Christmas Trees!
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I think i'm on a roll here, more jokes like these and i might piss someone to diss my humor, i think i'll use the lawyer, your honor if i might add that my client pleads guilty, to all accounts, he just wants to be forgiven for chewing bubble gum, he admits he was wrong to pop so loud during the class that he made his colleagues and himself to shit themselves so hard that they felt compelled to pull the fire alarm. Like everyone so far admits, they got really hot really quick, even their guts started to scream, bring the fire squad, bring it in!
Dear Jury, considering this honest admission of guilt, please be kind and forgiving, my client serves for the first time such shaming accusations, and were afraid not to be to detrimental to his future, in return for an act of Clemence, he engages into the deep promise of serving our wonderful society with his talents
Be a street clown, fart propelled, chasing little kids for candy from their daddies, it's good money, safe and easy, and it really teaches how to handle mothers with children, when fathers are to busy doing business to keep ahead of standards increases as demand for more useless crap to fill their empty gaps within their lives never ceases. In other words forgive him, don't be to cruel or sadistic, his to young to know how dangerous it is to fart inside the senile house at the silent party.
Dear Jury, considering this honest admission of guilt, please be kind and forgiving, my client serves for the first time such shaming accusations, and were afraid not to be to detrimental to his future, in return for an act of Clemence, he engages into the deep promise of serving our wonderful society with his talents
Be a street clown, fart propelled, chasing little kids for candy from their daddies, it's good money, safe and easy, and it really teaches how to handle mothers with children, when fathers are to busy doing business to keep ahead of standards increases as demand for more useless crap to fill their empty gaps within their lives never ceases. In other words forgive him, don't be to cruel or sadistic, his to young to know how dangerous it is to fart inside the senile house at the silent party.
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Enough, lets make a movie, i'll play the director and the rest will play how i say, fair enough, we'll give lead to me to play Jack Reach in the role of Keanu Reeves, second lead i'll go Lessy, we'll get lost into the woods and find tarzan, me as well by the way, and his best friend the monkey, also me...
Oh, how much can i take it, i'm going crazy all this me me me me and him, open up a channel from the forth ribb to the pain centers in the brain, now squeal, squeal, you've enjoyed your dream long enough, time to see and feel where you've lead us.
Warning Warning! Fuselage disintegrating!
Oh, how much can i take it, i'm going crazy all this me me me me and him, open up a channel from the forth ribb to the pain centers in the brain, now squeal, squeal, you've enjoyed your dream long enough, time to see and feel where you've lead us.
Warning Warning! Fuselage disintegrating!
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re: The Real Johann Bessler's Wheel!
We do have an off topic section. Just saying.
. I can assure the reader that there is something special behind the stork's bills.