The Real Johann Bessler's Wheel!

[agor95]

I can understand were your creativity comes from and so do others.

You have progressed into skills we all appreciate. I recommend members keep focused.

However there are times when we need to do the exact opposite.

So step back and look at the opportunity you have before you.

There is a need to be flexible and step back, learn and then move forward.

That is a process we all find hitting us at some point.

So look and see, you have more than most within your skill set, than other members.

Regards

[TheVisitorV]

Your mind drives you insane? no, oh no, i put bolts to how nuts you made me go, crank up the gallows if only i could drop myself and you would follow, all you do is talk shit, smack, call it whatever, smells like the rear end of a bull, even if you could you wouldn't, so much drama over nothing, we're venting air and your crying? Are you so rich to give away your last hope for an illusion? Move your ass, go outside, fix the pipes, save some time, then comeback and relax, getting angry makes you delirious.

I'll tell you how is gonna be, trust me trust me, i am mind, i won't lie to you, we'll be fine, all you got to do is stitch some pipes, we'll be fine, we can make it right in time for the big surprise and you'll get to fight the ultimate boss, speedy Gonzales super sized. I'll keep telling you about the lights, just fix those damn pipes already.

I need a break, bark if you need anything, i'm kidding, you're not a dog, your a human on a leash, minds best friend in the whole wide world. Can you picture this? me and you all alone into the biggest ever void that is known, so far removed from any other form of any kind. Ha, so great, i'd keep you forever if i could, but i bet in an hour we'll go boom! Goodbye, i won't miss you!

[TheVisitorV]

One light out, is it good, should i tell this fool to take a closer look or not, i'm between his ears and he still can't hear me, oh wait i know, i'll pump up the juices in his stomach, he's not been eating for a month now, that will piss him off and shut him up, Ha! such a great idea, only if i could get some sugar in this area and some oily fats, oily what, he's all dry, not even tears are left in his eyes, i should make him shit but with what, oh God, if i would have not craved for the last powdery banana and saved it for this occasion.

Few more days with him, i'll make him go outside and take the mask off, i'll die myself but i'm not sure i'll be able to live a single day after he blows me all the way out of his skull, at least i would be free, you understand me, he whined so much that he made me wanna dine in hell with demons, feasting out of his flesh to hear him screaming.

Hey, time for cookies, i saved some cells around the toes somewhere, good stuff, it's made of an old chocolate bar i had for Christmas around 10 years ago. You know, it's not, what used to be, but considering, it's good chocolate fat. Hmmmm, so yuuummmmyyy, winter bites her candy she loves it, keeps us going.

Ahhh, so agitated, i apologize, he's so much work sometimes, keeps babbling on for hours without end same bla bla bla without anything to say, he wants to be a hero or die brave, such a fool, why in the world he went all this way when all he wants is...well actually none of us know now anymore, we're lost in this darkness, i call it the happy end, get it? I get it i get it, bad joke, well it's not that fun anymore, what's going on outside is serious, pitch black, nothing in sight, nothing on the instruments, and we ain't got much time left on essentials.

Fat, almost non existent, glucose nothing fresh in months, we're breeding fumes, they burn the lungs, no respirator working, shit is getting really though man, better embrace for impact, cause he knows it, we either hit the wall or go through it but either way i'm quitting don't blame me for him being mindless, i don't wanna hear it, see it, feel it anything, you could bake it in a chocolate cake so i can smell it, ohhh wait, do that, yeah, do that...

make a chocolate cake that says, i love you send nudes! HA! put bananas on it and and 2 kiwis, wait wait wait, that's to gay for me, ohhhhh i know, put miss January, she looks so confused , HA! wonder why, maybe she got lost, HA! i know, we'll put George constanza on it, even better, next to her, in the blonde, with hair still, bad remake of a horror version flick.

So sadistic , we put nightmares in him, not to keep him on the path of true salvation or whatever craves are in his heart we bend them at night to make him twitch and us smile, cause that's how boring is this part, worst then prison, you get trapped inside for so long that even your jokes start smelling, to bad we ain't got full control already, life would have been much easier.

[TheVisitorV]

Warning terminated, air pressure stabilized, oxygen levels insufficient but i swear i'll make them last, no stooping, ahead we move, we go at last, and we're not stopping till we arrive at the bottom of this mystery, i might need go outside and push it but ain't no stopping just keep going. Oh my stomach, hunger, aching, i'll go sleeping. Nightmare beginning.

[John Collins]

Edited, deleted.

JC

[TheVisitorV]

all sounds stop, the space ship is quite, i can breath now in silence, it's so quiet and peaceful, nothing ever happens, so predictable and simple, all my hopes cover my horizon, like the stars of earth in endless spirals. A world i filled with all my wishes, all the things i do aspire, all just playing different versions of one moment and i freeze, i choke, my heart, a stroke, my mind, my soul, i give up and drown in pain, i squeeze my veins, hold my breath and clutch the teeth completely locked.

My God, what am i doing, this child, in my arms, on the edge of the building, 5 floors up, i'm all messed up, drunk and beyond stupid, i look down, i'm irresponsible completely, i freak out when i realize that one slip up, she would fly for a few seconds, no pillow to save her, just plain old good concrete, i had experience.

Want to get out, i'm not sure if alcohol wears out, i finally catch up, to a sad possibility, but i see her so calm, fearless and strong, trusting me with her life, holding me in her arms, on the roof of the building. She must like me, of course she is, she is here with me, not with them, telling me jokes and laughing with me, telling me stories and cheering, making me smile and acting silly.

Should i teach her fear, might be useful, not like stupid shit never happens, you know, she always listens, always cares, always trusts my words without question, never thinks i'd do her wrong, unaware of who i am, and what i do, better not. Why should i tempt this child with the poison of fear and grab her joy right out of her heart, why should she fear hights like me when all she does she's having fun. Why should i bring the possibility of sudden death when all there is in her is life, pouring out like the volcanoes, never stopping, making circles running all around.

Keeping my calm, i smile and lough, i try to hide the fear but it's just in the back, i will not show her how terrified i am, nor i will explain how dangerous this is, i will keep my cool and smile, my eyes open and my hands ready, may God help us cause if shes going i'll follow and the reverse's the same i fear, not even a loose win.

For now were sticked, i ask the wind for no surprises, so we don't end up a meme, and everyone laughs at how stupid i was, for trying to be superman without a wing, batman without a cord, spider man out of silk, mosquitoes on the walls. Wow, wonder how would that play out, the news headline would go, drunk teen falls of roof building, dragging a little girl after him. Was it a suicide, was it a murder, was it an accident, we'll find out, buy the news tonight!

AAAAAAhhhhhhhh! What is the difference? by now no one would remember anyway, and even then who really cares, shut the fuck up already, your such an idiot, instead of keeping cool to save air, oh wait i'm doing this! HA! If only killing you wouldn't mean to kill myself, i would put hooks in your mouth and hang you by the ceilings, lit candles at your feet and wait until you melt or get ashes and spread into a gush of wind just to never see you again.

Look where you brought us moron, did you checked? i bet it's the same as the last one, not even the dead reside so far away from all the living, completely lost into this space and nothing in it, the only thing larger then this must be your stupidity, Ha! I'll make you paddle as long as you sleep, enjoy your sweet dreams, sweet, i'm all down to it.

[TheVisitorV]

Warning Warning! collision imminent!

What's going on, oh, the sensor must miss behave, should i wake him up, let him sleep, keep the dream just a bit, or let it play just to see, he's stupid face in the mirror! Ha! i know, wait wait, wait for ittt! I'll make her fall, yes i will, and make him freeze and he will snap, wake up, raise up, bang his head in the cover, say aaahhh, put his hand to check if everything's intact, turn around, look in the mirror, look for the picture, yeah, he'll be kicking and screaming for days.

Ohhhhhh, think of all that adrenaline, yuummm yuummm, We'll be bathing for days, drunked and in haze, dancing and moving, raging and loosing it....if we only had any oxygen left. Ahh, i miss the old days.

[TheVisitorV]

I'm not sure when was the last time i received a hug, by this time in the year my birthday has passed but even so, that's once, and even then it's all a spectacle, people that don't care nor do they want offer their hands and gesture along, people are smiling and people are cheering, glasses and bottles instead of kinfes,

i have no idea why i am there but i feel so lucky, is the first time ever, i feel something, that's not mischievous, nor plotting, sure i'm scared, i'm terrified but i'm also cheerful and warm inside, and it's not the booze cause i know that, and it's not the music, i know that too, it's this child that likes me, she knew i was sad, she came to comfort and make me smile, and was successful of course she was, she's very crafty with her own.

She's just a child, but i can see she likes me, a bit more then a friend, she has tells and i can watch it, how she behaves, i think she had a sipp herself, but why me, i can't tell, i'm glad she does of course i do and you would to if only you knew what i knew.

Must be the first time i see beauty as well, oh the body was fine, pretty girl considering, but what was inside was beautiful, can't describe, no words, no metaphor, you either are capable or not to experience such things, and even if you are it doesn't mean you will, moments like these are miracles, trust me on this, i've spent a lot of time around to recognize snakes and lizards with human faces, monkeys, sheep pretending to be flying foxes, owls snooping like little rabbits and kittens devouring babies, you think i'm joking, ok...i am, when i talk about sheep.

[TheVisitorV]

She keeps talking, she's a talker, 10 words come out of her mouth every second, she throws arms and makes faces, shies away sometimes, ain't stopping until has questions then she's quite and interested, try's to figure, a joke, advice or hug to give you for spending time with her. Her tools are many, quite impressive her curiosities as well, and she's not stopping she's relentless at making me smile.

I want to kiss her and she wants to, i can see it in her eyes, she is curious, seen us do it quite a lot, i think she asks herself what does it feel to be loved, how should i know to answer, i'm older but not by much, and almost all i've seen by now was bad, broken homes, broken souls, broken hearts yelling in despair, cause at least i'm old enough to understand the stories in this place.

I am in doubt, by now that's all there is, i'm not even scared or fearful, all i do is look at her smile and hold her gentle, enjoying wisps of air, and the watchful eye of praying birds, waiting silent in the trees, for a lofty dinner or a quick meal. Still want to kiss her but a gentle though came into my mind, be patient it's not yet time.

[TheVisitorV]

i'll be away for a few days, my brother needs me, and i think i need him to, lol, it will be interesting to say the least

Bye!

[TheVisitorV]

I'm back,

it was refreshing, hopefully i achieved my goals, i don't know, i really hope, for his sake i hope i actually managed to help him make the right choice, i hope he will, he is such a promising young man with such a bright future.

Can't believe this, how life plays out, how just some few words spit in a moment of rage can lead up in a distant future to events beyond incredibly insane and out of place. I will tell you about it, when the time comes.

[agor95]

Did you know Lunar Antics was used to refer to enlightened industrialists in the UK north west.

They used too ride home at the end of a meeting by the light of the full moon.

They had really way out ideas, however we would not be here with out them.

What about manufacturing components for other members?

Cheers - You much respected Lunatic :)

[TheVisitorV]

Hey Agor, i'm not sure what you are referring at, can you drop me some links all tell me more about it?

About manufacturing, well i can do that, i can do that for you and whoever wants at a minimal price, just to cover expenses in materials and electric bill, but ship it...it's a different beast, it's really expensive and i'm not sure if is worth by economics, there is no particular advantage, actually i'm to much of a noob, more disadvantages.

Let me make it shorter and simpler, getting something 3d printed by me and send it over would be much more expensive in general then if you would take avantage of people that are closer to you. You might pay more for the prints themselves but the final price would still be lower then otherwise.

This is true for my situation and not always, maybe you can check services online, foreign and domestic, people that deliver a lot can get extremely low rates but i'm not a business.

On the other hand, if you want lots of parts, you should invest yourself in one, it takes time to learn to do everything that you need to do in order to get the result you want but that is true for everything. At least by learning this method of manufacturing you cut a lot of the time that you actually would be required by traditional means and also the help required by the same traditions.

[agor95]

Hi TheVisitorV

That is sound advice on sourcing 3d printing service.

Now that you have shown us all what is possible.

It's a route any of our members can follow.

Cheers

[TheVisitorV]

I'm refreshed, Monday i'll go at it again, been away this weekend as well. I was much better untll just a moment ago, why? check the hour :)), it will be hard to figure out anything unless you actually know anything about all this, cause their are multiple time stamps, i guess it's history in the making.....
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i know it's confusing right now, it's mostly a draft, the beginning but i know where this story goes, there are characters and it's hard to understand where one starts and another begins but i made this recording if anyone is actually interested into what am i mumbling here, i know i'm insane but not sure how stupid i am.


this is what you're actually reading, just this fragment:
https://youtu.be/4LL26soDnaU

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Wait wait wait, let me go ape shit crazy, now this part won't be included, it's just for me, an exclusive, just for me, cause i just feel breaking things, no wait, why do i lie, i feel like breaking skull and pulling eyes, pour some gasoline and lit that stupid ass monkey on fire. It's so good that i'm not vengeful at all, oh no, just give me some time, i'll squash this heart wearing my satisfied smile and get dragged back to hell for homicide but not before i digg a grave, take a plank so i can make a big fuck you sign, to point forever at your head.

Are you confused? not surprising i can see through you like i can see through air, you amount to nothing even if you get compressed back into ameba status you still mean shit, literally. Don't even need to put words together into something that sounds smart else i might run the chance of not getting it right so you can understand, it's just a matter of time before i find you, no ifs, no buts, no doubts, just reasons born out of the primordial soup of my dinosaur that grew into a full fledged demon.

You know what i'll say, it's art, not a confession, the videos are lying, multiple eye witnesses got it wrong, i'm not the one that set you on fire, how could that be, i'm here, your there, and in between there's just a foot, so i can keep my boot right down your throat, close enough to smell your burning flesh, to see you shivering in pain, your eyes melting, screaming, Terrorized and trying to hold on to the last drop of life while i pee on you and smile.

I'm venting out, but just for now, cause i know how this wheel spins out, i know my crafts, i layed my bricks, i know how things work out, we are ethernal, you know what that means? that i'll take all the time i need to make it right to make sure you really fry and i shall feed you to the pigs.


HA! HA! HA!!!! I got you started? you stupid boy, all i have to do is show you the truth, your so squishy fragile when it comes to this, it's such a sweet to hear your heart break. Tic Tac you hear that, those are seconds aren't they, how many left , so many i'm afraid. I could, perhaps i could if i would not be so invested into sucking all the life out of you before time. How could i forget what you took from me? You think you can just go into meetings, where my followers are, you think you can just unbind souls that are mine, you naive soul for how long you think the light you shine, will be bright enough to keep me from climbing the last place into your mind before i outshine you and your god.


Oh, it's you who should be angry at, not at my disciple, he's celebrating halloween while you talk to the filthy icons, what did you thought it will happen, did you thought her anything about my power, my spells, my charms, and my desires? You hid from her these things did you not, good job, good job you moron.

Look, loook at your feline, law of the jungle, my style, i am soooooooo satisfied, i bend you to my will so easily, every time, every time, i make you see how stupid you really are. Wanted war with me , now you have it, how is it, that i don't even need to fire up a single bullet, a single arrow, it takes a whisper and you crumble.